Thursday, May 27, 2010

My sophomore year!

My sophomore year at Atrisco has been a great experience. Atrisco has very smart and great teachers that prepare us for the future. I also love that this school is a ‘’college prep’”. Atrisco has very good qualities such as... good environmental place to work, Teachers that help students keep on trying and not to give up. Atrisco provides us with so many things like good food, safety.




My experience at Atrisco has thought me so much about myself. It has brought out a good side of me that not even I knew. I learned how to be myself and overcome whatever problems I had. I learned how to kind of loose my stage fright. Well I am still kind of afraid of speaking in front of a crowd. I am working on that hoping to get better. I learned how to be smart at school for example by being more active.



I truly agree that self esteem shows up in your grades. I believe that because my self esteem shows up in mine. I think it also really counts with who you hang out with like that Spanish saying... “dime con quién te juntas y te diré quien eres.” That means tell me who you hang out with and I’ll tell you who you are. I think that shy people live like in their own little world. In my opinion shy people should hang out with outgoing people. I think that because they can’t be scared and shy all their life. They have to speak up for them self’s. They need to have a voice in this world. I talk from experience. I use to be shy, but I started hanging out without going people and look at me know I have came out of my shell!



I academically changed. My teachers and my friends have helped me change, and become who I am right now! I love the way that I have become. I give thanks for all my teachers! ESPECIALLY YOU MR.LEH!!! Thank you for help me come out of my shell. Make us speak in front of the class when we had to do our debates. I have also learned how to write ever since you came along. I will come back like in 10 years to congratulate you saying thank you for helping me get this far. Without you I wouldn’t have been here were I am right now.



Well I have learned so much more. Like respect, self confidence, discipline, and also hard work!I love my new school. It’s awesome. I also can’t believe that we class of 2012 are going to be the first graduating class!! Yay!! How exited I can’t wait to be a senior and be graduating. I will always have pride in this school. I will always be a “Jaguar”. I seriously have learned so much is too many things to explain. Thank god for giving me an opportunity to come to this school and find myself. I would just like to say this is so true “IF IT’S MEANT TO BE IT’S UP TO ME”


Tuesday, May 25, 2010

My anything blog

Have you ever dram anyting and it's happend to you like in real life not in dream land? Okay well i have been having this one dream over than like 5 times it's not even funny it's really skary!! Well the first time i dream about a big dog! Okay so then i asked my cousin 'Maria" if she wanted to sleep over and she said sure but she said at her house. Okay anyways so my uncle got drunk and my antie and my cousins don't like to be around him when he is drunk because drunk people cand get anoying and stuff. okay so i went to go get clothes at my cousins house "my clothes" So my auntie took me their. So it was dark and my auntie parked by the side of the house and since im teriffied of the dark she had left the car lights on High beem. Okay so then i went in from the backyard gate and some how i got on the roof and i saw the dog and it like had super powers or something that it jumped really high. I couldn't open the door so i went running down and looked in the car to check if my auntie was in their and so she can open the car door. Okay so no one was in the car the dog was chasing me i was really scared. Okay and like i started running and some how i lost the dog. Okay so then the cuartito was open. I guess the dog was hungry and looking for food and since i am all bony it probably wanted my bones lol. Well  then i looked in the cuartito and the dog was their and all of the sudden you just see my cousing whisper in a high pitch the dog is right their! i got really scared i had fallen so my leg hurted and i couldn't walk. Okay so the dog spotted me and then i tryed closing the wood doorr and the dog was stronger than me so it opend it and out of nowhere the dog started talking to me and pulled out a gun on me and was pointing it at me. And my cousin appered in time and shot it in the nogging aka head. And it died.Well i am so affraid of dogs because when i use to be small i had a small puppy named blacky you would wonder why it's cause it was a black dog. okay well it grew up and i was smaller than the dog and we were playing running around the tree so then it jumped on me and bit my nose. It hurt so bad! i started screaming and cryking and now that i think of dogs all i can smell is the onion dog breath!! that is why i am so scared of dogs. That's why that dream freaked me out!!!

Thursday, May 20, 2010

My wisdom quote

 If it's meant to be it's up to me!!! This quotation has inspired into so many things. I think of it this way... if someone puts you down who gives a damn! if it's meant to be it's up to me for example you can pressue anything in life if you put your mind to it. That what the quotation means to me. It can also be so many more things like if you can make your dreams come true you just have to follow them. I love this quotation it is a keeper. If you say it's meant for you to be a pediatrition you have the decison for you to be able to become that. It's meant to me is like saying if i want to become that i will and no one can stop me. You can never get on the wrong path if you follow your drams. No one can put you down because you ar lisstening to your heart and soul. I remember when i was a kindergardner the teacher asked me.."What do you want to be when you grow up?" I responded i want to be a model. I remember this one girl named kimberly saying to me your never going to become one your too ugly.. I started crying. I felt as if she was saying the truth i can never become that. I am to ugly. Well she crushed my dreams. She made me start thinking negative. Well now that i remember that now in my teenage years i Laugh. I don't give a rat's ass if she thought i could be one or not. If i really put my mind to it i could be one. If that's what is meant to be it is up to ME!

Tuesday, May 4, 2010

If i could be anybody i would be a pediatrition. I would like to be a pediatrition because i love to work with babie's. I think babie's are so cute. Babie's are like my soft spot. It hurts me so much when i know that someone is wanting to abort or has aborted. Babies are my passion their my life my everything!! I would like to be a pediatrition just to know what it is like and f i would like to be that profession when i grow up! Because i am not really sure if i want to be a pediatrision or hairstylist and everything that has to do with nails hair make up shoes and clothes well lets just say fashion. I dream of my future being all of that like having two part time jobs of doing the two things that i love

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Tuesday, April 20, 2010

Betrayal

I have been betrayed by so many ways and so many people. I have been blinded by love and betrayed. But the most hurtful betrayal is when one of your family members betrays you. It hurts to try to keep a deep dark secret from a loved one. But it may sometimes be useful because if you don’t keep that secret from that person they can go into depression and get really sad. That's not something someone would want. But I also think its pretty messt up that someone could be such a cold hearted person. I don't really feel confident saying what that something is because it's a secret but it's a family betrayal and it has to do with love as well. I think it's wrong to keep secrets away from your loved ones but like the saying says "ojos que no ven corazon que no siente" That is practically saying eyes that don’t see what you’re doing behind their back heart that doesn’t get hurt. I think it's true but it's wrong to go behind someone’s back and do that. I talk because of experience. I have been a cold hearted person and went out to the park while I was going out with my boyfriend. But it's because I didn't know what it was like to go hang out with some other guy. I thought I was doing the right thing. Well no not really because when my boyfriend called me I answered and everything but I lied when he would ask me "Where are you at?" I didn't want him to know that I was waiting for another guy. But I mean it was just a friend I didn't like him or anything. Well when he got their we played soccer. When I was blocking him from getting past me he like was going for a tackle but instead he hugged me and put me on his shoulder. My face was facing towards the ground but my butt was facing the sky. But after that I wanted to go home so I told him, "You know what...... I want to go home". So yeah since I live about four blocks away from the park we walked home.

We were almost home so we passed this big street and cars were coming. So that weirdo decided "Oh let me walk slow in the middle of the street to see what Elizabeth do" Okay so I ran to the other side of the street and all you here is cars beeping and people saying get out of the way. So I turned around and I saw him walking slower than a snail on the middle of the street. So I ran back to where he was, I grabbed him by his hand and say Andale vente ya. So I focally pulled him out of the way. Once we got to the other side of the street he grabbed me and kissed me. But I didn't kiss him back. I said what the hell was that you know I have a boyfriend and he was all like. Yeah I know. And we were almost home when you see a green Chevrolet truck pass by all fast. Well finally I got home and my boyfriend called me. He asked me where you at are and I responded at home why? He said did you go anywhere and I responded no. That very second I felt so guilty. Then I told him " I I I I gotta go". Okay so then I hung up and started crying because I felt so guilty. And he called me like five minutes later. He said you went to the park with a guy huh? I was all like No why you say that. And then he told me just because my friend told me she saw you kissing him and having a good time. But only his ex girlfriend was at the park. That I knew of. But I knew that he didn't even talk to her anymore. All the time I would hear him talk I felt so guilty because I knew it was my fault. I knew that he noticed me acing kind of weird. I couldn't control myself because I knew I did something wrong that I shouldn't have. I thought about telling him but I was scared that he would break up with me! Well when told him the truth we did break up which was really sad. For that day I couldn't sleep of dream anything because all I would think is why did I do it. He broke up with me and all of it was my fault. But he told me that he loved me too much just to leave it here. It made me kind of happy because he accepted my apology. But I wasn't the one to call him which really surprised me! I know that karma is a Bitch. But I knew it just didn't happen just because it happened because what he had done to me in the past. I have betrayed someone and I am going to remember that for the rest of my life. It's sad to know that you have broken someone’s heart. I have been cheated on. Been picked on and backstabbed by my own best friends and family. I say betrayal always has revenge. But I don't believe in me giving the revenge. I think god should deal with that. Because I know karma exists and it hurts 10 times more than what you did. That’s why don’t let anyone put you down or anything stop making you pressue your dreams. Like Mr.Leh always says life isn’t always fair. Betrayals…nah don’t worry about making them suffer let god take care of that. Life is too short. So live life to the fullest and don’t make the same mistake and betray someone. And if you have say sorry to that person. Betrayal and karma are like peanut butter and jelly are good alone but go even better together.

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

Two and A Half Men

If I could add another episode to the show "Two and a half men" I would make an episode where Charlie marries Rose. Ok so it's Jake’s birthday and rose goes dressed as a clown because she was at another party. Ok well once rose gets to jakes birthday party everybody was already there. Rose just went to go stalk Charlie and not let him be with other girls. Rose is Charlie’s stalker. Charlie wanted to get with Judith's sister. Judith's sister and Charlie had sexual relations at Allan’s and Judith's wedding reception. It all happened in the coat room. Charlie tries to get with her and well she wants a massage from Allan. Ok well they get home and everybody is at the deck and Charlie goes up stairs all pist because Judith’s sister wants Allan and Judith is really jealous. So once Charlie gets to his bedroom rose is right there to surprise him! Charlie got really surprised when he saw rose in a sexy night gown and with rose petals everywhere. He told her "Rose what the hell are you doing here" And rose gets up and says "waiting for you"! Once rose was going to go in for a kiss you hear glass breaking and one he remembered that Judith and Allan and Judith’s sister were downstairs arguing. He pushed rose off and ran downstairs. He found his vodka bottle broken. He went crazy for his vodka bottle he didn't really care about the girls hair pulling and Allan crying and yelling on top of the kitchen table. All of the sudden from the background you hear someone scream "Stop" It was Rose. She told the girls that they are sisters they shouldn't be fighting like animals on the ground. And she told Judith’s sister to stop being a hoe and find a man which is not Charlie or Allan. Judith's sister started crying and ran out the door. Allan explained to Judith that he loves her and Jake very much. Rose told Charlie how he felt and Charlie kissed Rose on the lips. Months later Allan moved out of Charlie’s house and went back to his place. Rose and Charlie got married and rose moved in with Charlie. They had 2 little boys. Rose worked at home she took care of puppies. They got a little brown one they named it cookie! Roses and Charlie’s little boys were twins. Once they got old enough they helped Charlie sing for commercial songs and other stuff like that. And rose helped Berta clean the house. Berta's daughter and rose became best friends. They both went to college and became nurses! Rose became a pediatrition. Charlie and rose were really in love. Allan and Judith didn't fight as much as they use too. Jake was still a little spoiled brat.