Assignment 10 Bullying

I have been bullied before. I was bullied in all through middle school. I was bullied because i was a nerd. I dresed nerdy and just had that  nerdy attitude. Ok so i remember this day were their was this guy that i liked when we were alone or when he wanted to copy my work he would be nice to me. But noo when his damn friends came along he was a lil bitch to me. We would be laphing and i would be helping him and we were learning together. When his friends were their when he was with me he would call me rude names that put mee down like Skinny bitch miget and white ass. Big foot. When i would go turn in my work and was walking towards my seat they would trip me and when i was about to sit down they would pull my chair back and i would fall they would laph. When they would do that i would think of doing suicidal things. I think that people should not do that because it is a put down for the one being bullied. That's onne of the reasons why someone would think of dropping out. I have never bullied anyone. And what i think is wird they bullie people smaller than them and that seem weeker and they know that they won't fight back. When i saw the movie that Mr.Leh showed us i felt bad inside that i wanted to get up and stand up for that kid. I have always seen kids get bullied but i stayed queiet because thoes people bulling that person were bulling me ass well and no one alse did anything to help me. I though it was mean when the principal said boys will be boys. But i bet you anything if the bullies parents knew that they were gitting bullied they would be pisst. When i saw one of my friends getting bullied and eventually beat up and jumped because she stood up for herself it made me feel bad because i could have gotten help or stoped it but i didn't do anything i was just standing their in shock. I feel like i participated in the beating what i did was the most hurtful thinng that had happend to her. She told me your my best friend and you turned away and didn't back me up when i needed you. she called me a too faced freind witch i fellt bad because i knwe that i could have helped. If that would have happend to me i would like for her to be their tto back me up and support me. Now i realized how much of a good friend that i am...

  It breaks my heart to know that i turned my back on my own best friend. I don't belive in best friends anymore because of an experience that i have had. Once again i say carma is a bitch.. I don't like knowing that i got payed in that matter of getting beat up and tesed on all my life. But i have learned the hard way no one is going to be their to deffend you. You have to stand up for yourself and deffend what is yours. Don't let people push you around and don't make the mistake i made.. I was seeing friends and younger people get pushed around and i would laph why you may ask i honestly don't know. I think becasue i couldn't stand up for my self why do it for them.. i would laph and think mabe i would blend in and they will stop picking on me. their was a time just one time where i pushed around this little girl because thoes guys told me too and i would be cool from now on. so i pushed he around the hall and triped her she  fell and everybody started laphing and i didn't realize thath the little girl was someone i knew. when she saw my smile on my face she got up picked up all her stuff and left crying and ashamed.. Instead of feeling good i felt bad and i will always regret that day and that smile i had when i look at myself in the mirror that image of her on the floor teering and everybody laphing kills me from the inside..

Assignment 9 Alien contact

The otherday at school me and my friends took lunch in our little cute lunch boxes  but something oftly ocuard was happening to mine. I noticed the bright green glow across the playground. I told my friends look look lokk. They were all looking at me like if i were crazy.THey were all what are you talking about? You want us to see what their was nothing their.Once they turned in the direction i was pointing to the bright green light went away. I was scared. Jane and jacob were like what the heck is wrong with liz.At first i was thinkin i was crazy but i kept seeing the lightt. Everybody got their lunch box and sat down to eat. I was so scared to even get close to mine. But eventually my stomach was grouling so much that my tummy started to hurt that i grabbed the lunch box without thinking. I opend it and layed it on my lap and reached in. Instead of feeling a lil bag that mysandwich was in i felt a furry thing.  looked in and their it was a fuzzy lil thing. I scream and droped my luch box. I got up as fast as i could and my eyes were teering because i was so scared. My friends said what's what's wrong? What is it?I pointed to my lunch box. My friend poked it with the tip of his shoe and the next thing you know a small cuddely thing crawled out. and my twinky raper was empty.. We all scram and huddled in a little circle. we looked at it and it wasn't scarry at all it was actually preety cute.I walked towards it and grabed it.
    Once i grabed it  had burped. It was so cute. i wanted to keep it so i shoved him in my backpack and we went to class. The little alien made no noise at all it feel fast asleep inn my backpack i was relived because i wouldn't know what to tell my teacher if she would have found out i had an alien in my backpack she would flip[ out and say i was crazy. Once the bell rang so we can go home i ran to my house so exited that i woke it up and it was making wird noises. i got scared  and took it out and you would hear it try to talk. all you wold hear it say is tweenky. It wanted another one of my tweenkies. Once i got home i noticed that no one was home so i got a tweenky from the kitchen and feed it to him. It ate it almost in one bite. I didn't belive it how did it get in my lunch box. Who could have put it their?? at first i though it was a prank from one of my friends but how would they manege to put it in my lunch box without me noticing? I said naa  it was majic it's meant to be. It's my new pet.. so days later the alien was getting attached to me. so i knew that i couldn't leave it alone. So i went in the shower and left it on the toilet cap while i took a shower. and to know that it was playing when the toilet paper. when i got out their was a big mess. and to know that it ws tring to get out and breath because it is allergic to water.. After that i noticed a lot of wird things happening. In the news it says that everything is diying and at nite their is a light comming down from the sky. it was the parents looking for their lost alien. They knew he was introuble because of the screaching noise it would do when it was near water..
  Weeks later it would sleep near the window scaratching it when he was seeing  the light knowing that his parents were looking for him.. On cold night i saw the window open and nevermore was the alien their.. it was gone safe and back with its parents where it belongs

Assignment 6 "I DREAM A WORLD"

I dream a world were all family would reunite. Where peace lives within us. I dream a world with no racisum and harsh judgment upon us.You will never be undeer peer pressure. No one will take advantage of your inoccence. I wish to live in a world were everybody is respected and not judged by lower classed people or higher class people.Because no one starts at the top you go from the bottem to the top just like you go from left to right not the other way around. Don't judge by apperence for example if you see an old lady walking down the street your probably thinking that old jag. But you never know how she was when she was your age. She could have been very popular back in her day. I personally know how it feels like to be judged bullied and threathend to be jumped. I personally think that i have been through hell but that's not a reason to give up on life. I have learned it the hard way. I have learned to treat people how you want to be treated i have also learned that by your actions your showing people how you want to be treated. If you don't respect yourself that shows that you can't respect others and you bring around negative people when you have that type of body language. If you don't stand up for yourself then that shows people a sign of weekness and that's why you end up getting bullied or bothered. You make your life how you want it like when people say my life sucks well duuhh because your making it suck. I wish to live in a world full of mistakes.Because if it wern't for mistakes we wouldn't learn from our faliures so our mistakes can he;p up become better people. That's why i strongly belive in carma. I think carma exists so that we can learn our lessonwe don't know how much something hurts until it has been done to us. Because when your going out withsome one and you cheat on them. They get all woonded  and sad. You just feel bad and are all uhh whatever. But when it  happens to you that's when you start biching. I dream a world were i can sees the day.. I dream a world where their is no hunger or homless people. Always do good because you ccan never betray your own being. You can do anything. No one can betray their own shadow. I want to bettermyself that's why i don't let go of my childhood dreams i set the bar higher. I dream a world of open minded people.If your an oppen minded person you can be pursuade and see things in another way. Like they say Hey mabe the grass is greener on the other side...

Assignment 8 "Self-Value"

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Jealousy is the fear of your loved one wanting you less.You need to value your self and the things you have. Like Jeniffer James quotation "Jealousy is simply and clearly the fear that you do not have value. Jealousy scans for evidence to prove the point - that others will be preferred and rewarded more than you. There is only one alternative - self-value. If you cannot love yourself, you will not believe that you are loved. You will always think it's a mistake or luck. Take your eyes off others and turn the scanner within. Find the seeds of your jealousy, clear the old voices and experiences. Put all the energy into building your personal and emotional security. Then you will be the one others envy, and you can remember the pain and reach out to them." I agree with Jeniffer that if you don't love yourself you don't think that anyone else loves you. But the reality is that jealousy is just what you think is going on in your head but you want that person to be so up tight on you that

BOOK REPORT "The break up bible" By:melissa Kantor

Jen Lewis is a Junior and was having a great year and she also is the features editor of the school newspaper but she was dating Max Brown the paper editor in cheif.Everything was going great untilmax says "Mabe it would de better if we were just friends" It got very complicated for gen. She had to see him everyday after school. Jen was so deppresed even her Nana noticed that she was upset so she gave Jen a book called "The break up bible" Dr.Emerson is the author of this book. Dr.Emerson says "thers no reason why a women can't ger over a break up very quickly if she follows a few basic commandments. Jen is doubtful about this book. But once she starts reading the book the healing begins jen feels a tad better until her friend sayd "you dont need Max" but Jen thought diffrently while getting over her break up with Max she meets another guy and starts leaving max in the past memories.

Show and tell

When i was in elementry school i remember the day show and tell like if it was right now. I remember i took my baby blanket. And until today i still have it. I love that blanket with all my heart and i would like to pass it on to my kids. It means a lot to me because when i was born my dad was at da store buying me something so he wasen't their. A little while after my dad walked in with my blanket and he wraped me in it and that was the first time he has saw and held me. i was in my lil blanket! That's why i took my blanket to show and tell.

My Haiku (My wisdom Haiku)

Life’s lesson is not about finding yourself it’s about creating yourself...


Spring trees all the same, follower’s fall trees are leaders different colors never the same...

To be a leader you have to shine your own light, every leader is like a shooting star...